READ iT !! 

yea..this is for my beautiful ladiez.. who been in a relationship & had their fcukin` heart torn out..& i realize alot of my people is qoinq throuqh heartbreaks, but i never thouqht it would be me.

from promises to lies, tears drop as we cry, the promises to care and understand each others lies, from struggles at its worst to sayinq our love would never chanqe. then why do i feel lied to everytime you chanqe. we said we had each other, [unconditional love] if this is what love is; then i think i`ve had enouqh, the bullshit and the drama was nothinq but wasted time, this thinq that we call love is just illusions of the mind. all the smiles that we had is a story to be told, but nothinq in the world could make up for all this bull, the problems that we faced was nothinq somethinq reachinq out, we should`ve took the hint that this shit wouldn`t be workinq out. i mean, what were we thinkinq all those times we were toqether, did you really think we would be in love forever ? at this very aqe you shouldn`t be playinq this qame, now i understand that love is pain. Love hurts so we all cry, tears droppin` from my eyes. The pain I can`t explain. All I know is love is pain...

These past few days I been reminiscing back its the first time I couldn`t understand what we had. Was it love? Was it passion? Was it all a waste of time, now its hate, now its pain now its all this shit combined. I can`t force myself to erase all our memories but when I`m thinking back I always feel like you fooled me, no body to blame but myself for being blinded. Crying in my sleep hoping that this hurtin pass me by, I been told by my sistaz that how these guys are all the same but you had me so convinced that my world suddenly change. Cause you always made me smile but a smile isn`t forever.. I`d guess it unpredictable like change in the weather. I`d thought we`d work this out like those other times before but the truth had to reveal we can`t live a lie no more. I`m so young and I`m still trying to stay true to my heart, my dreams have disappeared & now my life scattered apart.

+ this is me SARA, i understand what it feelz like to go through breakups, who has felt the pain of loosing someone you truely love, and lost hope in all their dreams..but remember, there is someone truely special waiting out their for you . . .

i`M 0UT F0R A WHiLESS..

+ STAY UHPP..

*TW0 FiNGUHSS..

ok i admit it. i need to qo to anger manangement.

+i have temper problems.

*grins

YOUVEBEENHACKED!! just finished up with your shyt and gave u da song. its hot right? i kno i kno i got skills haha. hope u lyke..ima b bacc to switch up ur xanga BIGG time.. watch out grl. lol

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&%#;;  i made the junior varsity cheerleading squad biatches.

EDiT:\\ dannqqq i haven`t been hea for a whiles. ;D

+ qot my jam sonq up on here.. lolz play it a .m i l l i o n. times and it`s still cool ;] pwahahaha im such a dork mwahaha ;P

                                      i  you

SWiTCHED UP DHA S0NG..NUFF WiD DHA SAD SHiET.i BE JAMMiN`

don't be doinq some hit & runs on my paqe. READ the entries..exspecially this one.. its deep..

N0TED:// i AM N0W SiNGLE, AND H0LLERATi0NS ARE WELC0ME..  ;D

baby i think i mean i`ve got a feelin that we should declare this it`s 'over' so just go on and leave. i`m sick of all the fussin` and fightin` hurting you hurting me. i think it`s better to leave.

Baby lovin' you's been good, But it hurts me, 'Cause we're nothing like we used to be and you, used to be my everything,
and I remember that I used to be exactly what you need, Oh and nowadays I push you away, And whenever I need you
You're nowhere to be found, And the hurtful things, that we say and we haven`t said 'i love you' in forever..

It's just been done fighting, Being together cause there was no place, That we'd rather be, Thought we'd stay in eternity, Cause we just knew, That we'd could get through anything
Oh and nowadays, Call each other names, And it's crazy how, things have changed, And the hurtful things, that we say

Givin up, is so hard to do, Especially when, you've been loved by you, Neither ones of us wants to say goodbye, cause it hurts like hell inside, Boy I love you for the rest of my life, inside of me.

..iTS oVER..